Take me anywhere in Bangkok, blindfold me and leave me anywhere as long as its not an isolated place and I will find my way home. Do I speak Thai? Survival level only. But take me to Metro Manila and even give me a map, I will still get lost! I dont know why but I seem to feel indifferent to Manila. There are only a few places I could go without getting lost. I think my number one struggle is getting through the crowd. Manila is too crowded anywhere I look. Its a lot smaller than Bangkok only 636 square kilometers compared to Bangkoks 1,568 square kilometers but the transportation system is hard for me to understand. Do I speak the vernacular? Its my mother language, for Quezons sake! The one and only kind of transportation I could use with ease up to this day is the Light Rail Transit (LRT). You can send me anywhere in Metro Manila as long as its viable by LRT. As long as I could see the LRT infrastructure, I feel safe. But once it gets out of sight, I know for sure I am getting lost. When I was 21 years old, I was challenged by an insult hurled at me when I was asked to go to Farmers market in Cubao, its a big market that sells everything but farmers produce. I refused to go by myself because I didnt know the place very well. And there was a bigot who called me Promdi short for from the province. Its a derogatory term for anyone who lives outside Manila, especially from a far-flung country side. I met the insult with fortitude and a determination to prove myself capable. So I took off and was proud of myself when I got to the Farmers Market. I thought to myself, It wasnt that hard after all. On the way back, I had to cross the street to get a jeepney. I remembered the name of the street very well and was pretty sure I was on the right track. But I walked and walked and couldnt find a jeepney to take me back home. They were all going to different places. It was getting dark and I was starting to panic. I retraced my step until I got back to Farmers Market, walked and walked until I found the right street. When I got back home, I pretended to act casually so my friends would not find out that I got lost. Many years later, I still dont know Manila that well. I havent even been to the Malacanang Palace. I have been to the Grand Palace in Bangkok, Buckingham Palace in London, Colosseum in Rome, but not Malacanang in Manila. But wait, why Colosseum? It should be Quirinal Palace, right? Oh, well, I havent been there either.